Chimp brain

BIKE COMMUTE the 4 or so miles from Don Brown

My other bike is a Chevy. Haha.  Truck needs oil change and state inspections. I have only next week to finish that. Supposedly I can do this online. We'll see.

The questions and mild stress of maybe-maybe-maybe having an injury of some sort has me a bit on edge. The inability to burn off energy, to get energy from doing something, the lack of usual schedule, the unknown, the wondering....adds up.

Not running at all again today, Friday is my "rest"day anyway.

It's much better than Monday and Tuesday. Much. But still there. Sometimes when I'm walking I can feel the pull and I'm aware of it. I'd put it 1-2 on the pain scale. Barely there. Earlier in the week it hurt to walk especially after sitting or resting. No not at all. But when I jog across the street with the dog, it's there.

And of course the "you knew better" "you were told this would happen" "what did you think would happen" "they told you not to" keeps scripting through my head.

Chimp brain. Wants sugar. Wants to go back to bed and hide. Wants comfort. Haha, that came in the form of Fruity Pebbles cereal this morning. Had a few servs, then garbaged the rest.

Keep resting. Have faith.