Weds RUN 3.2 miles with LA after work
No Commute
Thurs STRENGTH Push with just 2 sets, and 15' elliptical WU
No Commute!
Fri RUN 3.5 miles solo before work. Saw a squirrel get hit along 7th!
Sat RUN 6 miles of hills in the Ozarks
Two more runs this week - 3.5 and a 6 (that should turn into a 6-7 with walking), and now I'm debating if I should travel to MO with LA tomorrow (Friday) or not. He's gone all next week and back Friday, so while I'm looking forward to having "my" schedule for the week, I'm realizing too that "my" schedule now involves him. Sure I can just go to the gym if I want when I want and etc. I can run the errands I want. The phone calls with kids I hope will happen, and they can happen more flexibly than a fixed time.
Updating now on Monday the 26th:
We left Friday afternoon for MO, driving overnight and sleeping 2.5 hours in a parking lot near Washington MO. There was so much stress for me Friday morning - should I or shouldn't I go - and the emotions of that lasted all weekend. I think they're still here.
Saturday we drove to Ozarks and LA found a cabin. He ran 7.9 and I ran 6 (separately) and I found some great hills, a loose guard dog, and I think a sassafras tree.
Sunday back to STL to catch my flight, then back to AA house. During this trip, the New Moon, and new promises.
I broke the promises in a few moments, oats PP PB RC, and again I'm stressed.
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