REST!
Parents and K&J arrived Sunday, spent Sunday afternoon at City Museum. Monday was a train ride to Kirkwood (and missed the Monday TGP ride, I actually thought about going but duh that's selfish yo) so no activities today. I need the rest, I can feel it. And I love it.
What I don't love is the return of the M. He (he? Really?) came crashing back in .... March....can't recall the date but it was right after the 200 day mark. Since then it's been a slow slide back to it. And I hate it. It's now become a part of my day, like it's somehow normal? And I can rationalize it to myself finding loop holes and more as I go. I keep sending end points to restart the clock, keeping missing them.
M came up even during the visit and do I really think it was invisible? Am I that deluded? I'm willing to bet it wasn't, even when D was in DR and I'm in Moria at the sink. Really?!
It's not the clock, the moon, a tattoo, a holiday. It's ME.
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