COMMUTE 9.2 miles
"Missed" the track run with BE (he did 400s at mile pace and I'm oddly jealous) to spend morning with family. We went to Globe Drug for the morning and I found some caramel for M. And before even leaving the store I M'd an item that tempted me. Seriously. I hate this. And I just can't believe it.
They leave and I'm packing up Puppy and M the rest. Unbelievable.
Ride to work was weeeeeaaaaaak, maybe this should be a rest week.
Home to chores, got them done and even though I didn't want to go I went to SAL for M stuff. Seriously. I didn't even want to go. I didn't want to stand in line. I didn't want to .... but I did and in the parking lot M hit me up again. He gotta die. This mental demon gotta go.
Spend rest of evening with him, until almost 1130. The Balrog got some time too. It felt awful. Balrog on Saturday too. Have I mentioned M came to work too? He gotta die.
I didn't even want it. It wasn't even fun. And it's impacting me all day too, I can feel the out comes, the distraction, and it's like I'm two people in one body.
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