Friday, May 5, 2023

I see changes to make

Thursday RUN 2.5 miles in the morning, and some floor "beginner" stuff in evening alone
Friday RUN WALK 3 miles in the morning, and plan STRENGTH this evening at gym

Lev flies out today (Friday) and it's stressing me. A weekend alone isn't fun. And the postponed exam weighs on my mind when I don't think he is studying like I thought he would be (STEP was delayed so he could study more, I agreed to it kinda on that basis) and this was a topic of sour conversation last night before bed. He says he's studying at work, he doesn't have time to study at home. I counter that he gets out of work before 5 pm and goes to bed 11 pm and thus that's a lot of hours. That wasn't the point of it though, the point was my pushing my expectations on him, as to what I expect him to be doing and how. 

This isn't new? I recently read that people who can't control themselves try to control other people. Is that me? 

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