A half century and a reunion - Start now!

I'm 267 days or 38 weeks from my 50th birthday.
I'm 214 days or 30 weeks from the start of September. 

It seems like a joke, but don't they say that reunions and big life events are the common impetuses for people to get on track and finally "lose the weight". 

I tried...what did I try, I got distracted...

I tried to find meal plan apps. Found a scam 'menopausal meal plan/health' app. 
Found Noom. 

In other words, I didn't find the answer I'm looking. 
I listened, purely by coincidence, to the U2 song yesterday about that. Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For. The first IM Songlist addition for 2025?

What am I looking for? 

In the meantime, recipes with few ingredient books from the library, an agreement with LA that we do need to sit down for meals, so changes ahead.