It looks like it could rain, I'm tired and physically and emotionally frayed, LA might offer me a ride home as he usually does...I might take it.
I typed yesterday's Summer post in the car, as we drove back from MO. Both of us didn't miss that drive at all. I wonder how many more times we'll do it? Just until next May, or until the next next May? So much uncertainty.
A few things are certain.
1. Summer is over, summer with the kids anyway. But LA and I still have our summer, what will we do? We do less without the kids here, less tennis and bikes and parks.
1. Summer is over, summer with the kids anyway. But LA and I still have our summer, what will we do? We do less without the kids here, less tennis and bikes and parks.
2. The allergist appointment is in 8 days. I'm holding back on expecting definitive answers on everything, but I'm hoping we get a few nuggets to guide us.
3. Next Monday and then again the next next Monday is the STEP 1 exams.
And with that, SO MUCH is taken off the table for us. Can we get back to focusing on us?
I've been giving so much to the family/household for support, and giving up so much of Me. My stained glass, art (draw and watercolor), my gym and running and exercise -- all fell apart. My diet kinda fell apart - still mostly good food but random and repetitive.
I can get back on track, we can get back on track. I have to get back to work!
Good news though, after all the worry. Today 0.6!! Wow!
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