Why does this day sound familiar?
2023 No M for now 335 days! Azuc start up two days ago. Failed dairy test a few days ago.
2022 A similar this "part of summer is over" post. There was still Azuc and M. Dairy.
2021 I was recovering still from ankle surgery, just starting bike rides
2020 2x TGP intervals on the bike, airbnb planning (fishers) and stress.
2019 Post Badger week
2018 FoPa loop and swim, planning for Sunset Tri
2017 post eclipse and prep for hip surgery
2016 10x10 #3 for my 100s
2015 recovering from 18 miles at Greensfelder, talking about SCD
2014 last long ride of 72-some miles, Freeeeeeeburg
2013 rest day from running
I'm not going back any more than 10 years ago. Maybe it was Pigman race in 2011. Maybe I'm imaging it.
Well that's a lot of changes. Happy to see M not making an appearance in 2023, sad to see all the running and biking and swimming gone.
I'm a month away from being M-free for a year. He's still there. Here. Whatever.
Amelia. It's Amelia from those past 10 years. Now it's Lillian.
LA asks this morning (and yesterday, and day before that) "what's wrong". I dunno. I'm so flat emotioned. My boss says I'm looking "subdued". People talk and I'm only kinda listening. My head is elsewhere.
But where is that, really?
Last night again raw-azuc and oats. This morning, I put most of azuc to basement, and committed to removing it.
Feel heavy and swollen, hands and face and body. up to 4.4 this morning maybe 4.0 depending on the maths. No wonder I'm feeling so flat. I feel like I'm losing.
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