After yesterday's just-got-home stressed-out-Moria-session, I'm realizing the 5 Negatives ran that show. Where were the 5 Positives?
Stuck came home and went to Moria. Blind failed to measure anything, Denial made sure I ignored the numbers. (what's really the difference between these two?). Externalize didn't make a big appearance, but usually she would say something about what the other person is doing, yet this time she stayed quiet while I did the exact same thing she harps on other people about. Faithless won when I didn't stay upstairs to write, Faithless wanted to go back to Moria.
What should have happened? What can happen once I put in some effort?
Move will come home and go upstairs to honor Clean, to take a few moments to wash my face. Puzzle will go to the journal and work out the issues before they become issues. Learn will see the patterns, see what can be done, and get those put into action. Clean will take me downstairs to wait on dinner, wait until ready, to set a clean table and clean plates and a clean plan. Puzzle has put the plan together, after Learn figured out the best thing to do. Move will keep me going, instead of lingering in Moria. And at the end, Fly will get me out of their, to do something more productive. Maybe walk, maybe journal, maybe do art. But not do Moria.
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