"I can see how it's frustrating"

COMMUTE 2 miles
STRENGTH 40-45 mins of Core Synergistics

Overnight I noted that the pubic bone ached. Just a little. Just enough to notice. And all the muscles and soft tissues around the right hip hurt. So I put in a call to Dr L (first time I've ever done this) to ask if this is OK, I kinda got the "it needs time and unloading" that I expected and felt stupid for asking. But if he's not worried then I'm not worried. I'm just in a mode of making sure I heal ASAP and trying to take control of this.

Control. Ugh. Whatever.

I did the Core Syn for my workout today, skipping anything that loaded the hip. I was terribly weak and clumsy on most of it. Hope that improves.

Last night I was skimming through the 2016 blog book and found an early entry about how my energy levels were off, didn't feel right, and GOD DAMN I still feel that way. WTF?! So that also kinda led to me calling Dr L too, that I need to be on top of this and not be such a pansy ass about asking.

Then lunch with TV. I told him about the reference yesterday to a Dr for the bioresonance scan. He agreed (as did most of the internet) that it's bull shit. There's something to it, probably just that you believe you're healing? I told him I'm going back to my old diet, eating beef and giving up dairy. I told him my doctors aren't going to like it, but too bad because I fired a bunch of them. And I just wish I knew what to do. His reply was the post title. Great answer, btw, one reason I love him.

Regarding the 4-5 options from yesterday, he said Occam's razor, and the simplest is a nutrition deficiency that weakened the bones. Whether it's ongoing or past is unknown.

I agree with that, but what do I do about it?

And my hip still hurts, to walk after sitting for a bit of time. I'm trying to not limp, like I see so many other people walking around limping.

And after my egg and carrot and mustard lunch my mouth burned like I'd eaten sandpaper or chewed on rocks? I though my carrots were a bit undercooked, is that it? Or an allergy to something? GOD DAMN IT.