Weekend fail, restart with clearer goals

Sat and Sun, CDay weekend, 45' mins walk each time

I'm failing on the diet part only. I said I was following BLE, and I didn't this weekend, so it's a fail. But worse is the end-of-day sick feeling, added to by the realization that I forgot to add the eggs. They were uncounted. No wonder I felt sick, what else wasn't counted?

This would have been day 18. My Health app in the phone keeps pointing out the change in activity and steps. It's not tracking it, but it wouldn't see a change in diet if that were a metric. 

Now when I recalculate, 75 days is Christmas. Remember Christmas 10 years ago? Hell. Absolute mental hell. I distinctly remember moments of that weekend. 

And I remember that an M-free stretch started that holiday. 10 years ago. I'm almost 10 years away from B2B 2014. 10 years. A lifetime. Is anything the same?

Well I said that before I realized a split second later - something hasn't changed. And it fucking needs to, because gawd damn if I'm here in October of 2034 typing this SAME SHIT when I'm about to turn 59 years old - JFC what a loss and a waste. 

So. What is going to change so that this LAST PIECE of the 75Hard comes into alignment? I thought about a rule that I write down every measured bite. Or better said, every bite after I've measured it. I'm so close on this Mon-Fri 8-6, the rest of the week and times get messed up. But these weekends are failing me. 

Follow BLE. Write it down in advance and follow it. Log it all. AND STOP when it says to stop. 

And Restart. Again.