The end of my 1 mile running streak, and I'll fully ready to admit that the running streak caused my problems. It also seems to be the end of my bid to run the Hennepin 100 in October. Maybe I can still do a Hennepin 50 or 50K.
March was a big goal month for me: Sell house, find a new house, and get a job. As of March 31st, all three are set to happen. My house closes on May 3rd. We get house keys to the rental on May 1st. And I sent the email today to the chosen lab in AA! Done Done and Done.
The kids have been here this week! They got bikes, and I got on Puppy for the first time this year this past Saturday. A "ride", not really, but more than I've done in months! But it seems my schedule is too crazy to commute to work. Seems. I just need to make it happen.
We've been camping the last few nights near St James, and I've been rush rush rush. Stressed. M came back too, a coping mechanism. I feel awful, sick, tired, my gut hurts and is cramped. The camping stress is mostly a schedule change thing for me. All my comforting habits - good and bad - of running, familiar house, familiar job -- all out of joint. They aren't there for me.
Gotta get fixed in April! I can't live like this, I'm wearing down and not enjoying it.
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