SWIM 1hr and 2450y? Evolve swim
BIKE 1hr and
I struggled through this swim. Just flat, no pep, I was just there. And being negative. Spinning through all these excuses about "I'm too slow" and "I dislike master's swimming because I get run over and this is like master's".
WAAAAWAAAWAAAAHHHHHHHH
STFU. HTFU. Dear god get a grip!
It's SUPPOSED to be hard. If it was easy, what would be the fun in it? If you know you can do something, then where's the challenge?
Still, I struggled. My lanemates TH and TD were lapping me, I was many 50's behind them. And I wasn't in the mood to talk or chatter, I just wanted .... not sure. I wasn't sleepy, I wasn't hungry or thirsty (well dehydration is always near the top of my list of problems...), I didn't want to get out and not swim. I just wanted to swim my pace and my intervals, not the easy-fast that SM had for us. But I did want to do that!? I'm so confused.
I'm flailing a little at my training nutrition, but happy that although I didn't get the energy part of it right this morning I didn't have an other pain episode. I'm wondering what to do between now and the upcoming 4 days of travel, and between then and the marathon!? Part of me wants to eat soups and purees to settle my stomach. Ugh, the baby food diet!?
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