End of February, and into March

I'm not writing much, because what to say? We're constantly counting down the day until the Match. Now, it's 2 weeks from tomorrow! 

Today is like a bonus day, leap year day. LA left for MO reserves this morning. I'm not going to sit here and re-hash all the court case, moving, and all else drama.

Let's focus on just me. After now 45-ish days of No Sugar and No Flour, and 45-ish days of trying to follow the other two lines....barely a change? I'm stuck in the 135 range. But today, if it's real, 1328. A few days ago 133. Two days ago 1392. It just....befuddles and frustrates and more. 

Considerable Lentitude has lots of green, but lots of red. Especially red for M3. I'm always hurrying, always distracted, always thinking about something else. I'm thinking about THIS when I'm typing. I'm not thinking about it when it's M3 time. 

abort and give up. stop!