OK so last night's upset stomach is faded and now it's a raining morning. I slept poorly (wonder why) and craved LA to cuddle against. That's how this all started, with a friendly cuddle on the floor watching Spaceballs The Movie! I eventually slept, woke up pained gut that emptied itself out like a purge. And now here I am.
I'm leaving soon to drive to see my parents, home! My mind immediately puts this as a catchup day, to recover and balance from yesterday. This forward/backward mentality is like a punishment.
But I need a catch up day, a clearance, I need to empty out - physically and mentally. On the drive, I'll consider the open doors and problems and things to focus on. I have now only ...mathing...less than 3 weeks before the surgery. 16 days?
I set the goal that Monster will not leave the Wyoming house. Aside from the touches of him last night, he's left the house and followed me but has not been invited in. But last night was like I sent an invite and held him to the foyer.
The changes I need to make, are in keeping him out of the country, so to speak.
I need to go. Yesterday I delayed. I wont' do that again today!
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