Lots of big numbers, M number is low but growing. He's my focus right now.
I'm in the AirBNB now since Monday. I'm lonely and it's quiet. I feel hesitant to reach out to anyone, I feel like I'm a problem or a burden or a complainer. So I stay quiet.
Yesterday my goal was to walk am and pm, I did neither. So I didn't get much past 7000 steps. I did however put the Aveen to the truck and skip, threw out the BS I was using, and walked on the way into work this morning. I miss walking with LA and my dog.
I need to schedule or delay my ankle surgery - the dates I have are May 20 or June 10. In LA's words - both shittastic because of our kids and military schedules falling on those days too. In a perfect world, I'd have my family here. But I feel like a burden on them somehow.
Last night I skipped walking and caught up on letters to LAs kids, the War and Peace (haha, I typed Peach at first) chapter 2, and sketching wolf eyes for Slava. This morning I skipped walking to start sketching on Slava's cat story.
SteveO just called, mentioned family moving to NC. Moving....I can't even think about it....
I'm slowly catching up. My blog is quiet, but so is my training. I'm behind on the kids diary notes, but filling it in. I need to find my friends - TH, TB, etc, BE and EW, and etc, and let them know I'm alive. I put all this off until life got "normal" again.
Well, it's kinda normal, if you count LA and Sugar being in MI, me being in a temporary home, me needing surgery. Ugh.
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