600 days

 Last few days, RUN 1-2 miles with Nova every other day

600!! And so much more. 

3.5 more days of work here.
10 days to graduation
79 days to GOAL. More on that later.
106 days of NoS NoF
600 days of no M
1611 days together
1797 days no Balrog.

I think Balrog and work will go out together?!

I start another new life in a few days. NOW. Remember back in 2017 - trying to get down. Then in 2018? Then the 2019 crisis? The 2020 crisis? Then 2021 I started a new life, except M came with me. 

He's still here. Always here. Always, like a predatory cat. He'll pounce if I let him. He scratches me, especially these last few days. 

Remember February Considerable Lentitude? I haven't made progress since then.
Remember the solar eclipse? 
Remember the butterfly phone case?
Remember anything else in the past 3 months that .... held an promise of change?

I'll remember 500 as the time I started NoS NoF.

I'll remember 600 as the time I put the phone away, focused, and went slowly.