RUN Thursday 3.11 miles in 31:38
Nice, comfy 10 min/miles. But I admit it felt faster and I was mildly disappointed that it wasn't sub-10. The last mile squeaked in just under 10 at least. This was a solo run, LA wiped out tired and I let him sleep in.
We've been StRob last few days -- the long drive and the constant go-go-go getting to us. I'm writing this on Saturday -- and on Thursday I cleaned the kitchen, fridge, floors, bathroom and wore myself out. He's been doing the heavier work and the mental work, and this is taking a toll on him faster maybe. That's my guess anyway. I don't have the mental stress, I had it years ago but I can still only guess how this is going in his head. I'm doing all I can to keep my schedule open for him (I skipped work on Thursday entirely!) and I enjoy doing so. But I'm falling behind on my own house, everywhere I look is a mess, but is that really an issue? No. Just a stress for me. It's not something I should be stuck on. So move on.
Thursday morning I had a dream that there was a full moon happening with the new moon at 12:38pm that day. You know I love me some omen numbers!! And 123.8 -- WHOO I like it! In the dream I was trying to get outside to see it, but things kept me from doing so. My and my brain -- this to me is like a sign of something, like today could be special.
I always set new goals by the moon, as a way to benchmark time goals. Naturally I'm doing so with this dream. One year ago on the 31st Balrog died. Wouldn't it be nice to say one year from now, that Monster's been dead for one year?
Good news -- I'm on track to say that May 22nd, 2021.
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