Should have gone in the morning

BIKE: 17 miles in abt 1 hour.

I should have gone in the morning. I kept saying that to myself all afternoon as storm clouds rolled in. Why did I wait to swim or ride?

I slept in, is why. I'm focusing on sleep and rest and staying off my feet when I can so as to recover. I sit when I can, sleep in, drive to work, take the elevators, and lean against countertops.

In summary, I feel lazy.

But it's working. I can feel the strength and energy slowing coming back to me. I still tire easily, but at least I'm awake during the day and I'm eager to swim, bike, or run.

But all this "resting" left me squeezing in a workout late in the day. I decided to run or bike from home, and by the time I got home it was 6:30pm. It would be dark in one hour. I'm tired, unmotivated, but want to do something.

So I ride. Indoors. Pathetic, I know, but the recent rain and setting sun made for a dangerous biking outdoors. I really do fear crashing on the bike right now, so I've been riding indoors quite a bit lately. Is that just an excuse? Am I burning out? Only 11 more days!